I am sorry about.. me

I know I'm a lauzy piece of cheat.
And I know I come in a bad time.
But i'm not asking you much.
It's predictable that your mind (mabe even body)
is now out on a long date...
But at least give me a clue,
i need to know about your back then mental state.
After that i promise i'll get away
and leave the town,
regreting for my mistake...
And i know i don't worth the risk,
so lets keep it secret,
and don't tell your mate...
One thing i used to do well,
was to fake...
So truste me, and speak.
I'll handle the truth
and you'll still be safe...